In the past year I have changed so much that I am trying once again to find myself. Some things I still believe but others I have thrown out or modified. The one thing about me that is constant: I keep evolving and this makes it hard for even myself to keep up. For a split second i know my entire being, my essence and at that instant it changes. I have come to believe that I see things others don't. Things I have understood before all others and for that I was different somehow, to them, unapproachable. Now I still remain in a sense unknown to everyone around me. I am left wondering am I all that complex?
Maybe in the end I am just what I will myself to be even when I don't know what my will is. All that is true is I exist.
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locksposted Jul 1st 2007, 5:41AM
Mood: Blah
Music: none
i dont know anymore. i guess thats a good thing. as it is i changed my browser and find my abilities are back, i can post artwork again. and i noticed no one will really take note either.
so describe it to someone who wouldnt know. things that you would think stupid or commonplace. because to me i have no idea what the streets look like. the houses. the countryside. i dont know and for you its all the same but to me its all different.
Right... well just like any other place there's beautiful places with a lot of nature, and some places are stuffed with modern houses, appartments and all. This country once looked like France but these days it's all growing closer to the famous cities where it all gots to look good, clean and where you could just stuff many people on littlw space. For languages over here there's two languages spread over the country. In the northern part people speak Dutch and learn French as second language and later on learnn english or german, the school system is pretty complicated so I'd rather not start explaining, that would take hours. For the southern part of Belgium people speak french and barely or not know any dutch at all, around Brussels, out main capital city there live about only foreigners who seem to try to rule the place and tend to make it unsafe for our own belgian people to walk around there.
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